[How long? Not very long at all. A part of her thinks it's already been too much of a wait, the part that's aching for him to hurt her and fill her up and leave her a messy heap of uselessness on the floor. The other part - the more rational one - refuses to acknowledge that sort of desire at all. It's disgusting and awful and unacceptable. No one should have that sort of control over her after all.
She doesn't answer him, just looks down in silence unable to come to a decision and find the words to express it.]
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[How long? Not very long at all. A part of her thinks it's already been too much of a wait, the part that's aching for him to hurt her and fill her up and leave her a messy heap of uselessness on the floor. The other part - the more rational one - refuses to acknowledge that sort of desire at all. It's disgusting and awful and unacceptable. No one should have that sort of control over her after all.
She doesn't answer him, just looks down in silence unable to come to a decision and find the words to express it.]